Friday, August 21, 2009

It's all going to fall apart

I am very mad at this. I did not expect things to be so complex. Common sense says other wise, but common sense and humans don't mix. Anyways, monday will be another hectic day with even more complications to rule out. This is all so expensive in terms of time and money, neither of which I have.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Stage 2 complete

Well, there were a few minor complications.

They will be fixed tomorrow. One isn't that minor actually, and it will probably take some time to fix. But I will attempt. So much for a long sigh of relief, only a brief one today. Everything will change on Monday.


Stage 1 complete

It was a long and boring morning. But the preparations have been made. Stage 2 commences around 4:00pm today. The window of oppertunity is small, but it must be done today. This better be worth the price.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Must Remain Strong

It is tough. It is tough. And it will be tough.
I feel my abstract properties fading
I try to think "life is just life, why emulate it and make things more complex?"
But you can't help yourself
It's not just in your world; your society, but in your blood as well
It's going to be hard before it gets easy
But then again, it's never easy, only getting harder and harder
The blessing in disguise is just around the corner. I hope it's a blessing at least.
In fact, all of my stability rests on it.
Tomorrow will be that day. I'll let my zero readers know how it went.
The tasks are challenging, but they must be accomplished tomorrow, or I along with humanity will suffer.
I'm nervous. I'm staying up late tonight.

Do not worry, I cause no contemporary harm.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Hello World

I noticed my posts sound very depressing.

This shames me, because I am typically a cheerful human in another reality.

Well, I guess I've learned something: I'm actually not that cheerful.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

This is Stupid

I could tell you what it's like to have your own body against you, but if you are confused now you would surely be more confused anyways. It's not that you would care anyways, sitting their watching mediocrity pass by. You think because you are can observe it means you're better then it. You fool, we are all guilty of the same pleasures, pleasures that include death and hypocrisy. Don't you ever just realize that no matter how hard you try to stain your conscience it will always be cleansed? Maybe one day when I artificially sit with you I'll see too. Until then I have a burden that will ruin me, but hopefully not you. Unfortunately, I know where we're all going. And ironically, it's more like your leisure then you thought. I'm sick and tired of all your blank faces, and your actual "reason" for a drink and comfort food. Your yearn for a status title sickens any honor you may have conjured in your dreams. Keep this in mind and you may live to see the devil itself, Harmony, knock on your head. Be wise. Be aware. Live out of mind.